I can feel the way your skin feels when you are not here
I can feel the way it feels to be near you when you are not here
I can recall the way your aura reaches out to mine immediately
I can almost.... almost.... touch you
I can remember most everything about the time we have
Short and sweet and beautiful
Like finding the other half of me.
I can tell you that you smell good, taste good,
And I can act as if I'm OK with the fact that you are not mine.
I can do that, I hate to do it.. I want to say ''Be mine, not hers'',
But instead I do what I can.. and that is carry on...
Be cheerful to your face so you never see the way that you have touched my soul
I can be there for you, when you need a friend.
Hell, I will be the best damn friend you ever had..
And if that is all it will ever be then so be it..
I want to feel you touch me again
I want to touch you, I want to reach out and hold your hand
I want to hold it spiritually and physically
I want to see your face on my pillows
I want to see your clothes litter my floor
I want to see you saunter confidently naked
I want you to know that you belong...
......and I belong, anywhere together
To feel that you can call on me any time and know that I'll be there
I want you to see that this is something real
I will get through the long and lonely days
I will send you love as hard as ever I can
I will love you unconditionally as friend
I will love you unconditionally however you want
I will be whatever you want of me in your life
I will fit into whatever space you have for me...
I will be the best at what you want of me.
I will endure you not being beside me
I will endure the fact that it may never happen
I will hold my heart open to you while ever my heart beats
I will see every new day as a promise to you
To live and breath positive thoughts and energy
that you may feel it and benefit from it
I will be happy for the time we've had
And for any time we may have in the future
I will only expect what you can, want, will.. freely give
And no more of you...
