A mile

I walked a mile to get to you,

But then I found you'd moved. So then I walked another mile And you know what that proved? It proved that carrots dangle, Ever in the future. It showed me that there was only me, I really had to nurture. Without self care, I cannot walk, Another inch my love. Without the love I feel for me, And that which is from above. I would crawl to you o'er broken glass And fire and ice as well I would defy the arms of angels And keep the companies of hell. Because you keep my soul You keep it in your care. Because it belongs not just to me We agreed you'd keep it there. We signed a contract bound by aeons To remain as one while two. To experience all life has And return to share the view. And now it seems the time has come To reclaim who we are. Guided by a loving heart And maybe the occasional star. Will you make this easy? Or do I still need to walk or fight? Can it simply *be* my love? So that we may share the light.''

Speaking terms

I've heard they're not on speaking terms
This explains a lot..
The quiet days, the difficult ways
The things that you *forgot*

I had suspected who was to blame
But I won't point the finger
It's not my place and doesn't help
To let this stuff just linger.

Instead of listening one ignored
All the gentle prods
And carried on in ignorance
Not even giving nods.

Never to communicate
A dire thing indeed
So much time you both have lost
When both have been in need.

Everyone else, they saw it too
It wasn't only me
They even tried to get through to you
But neither of you would see

How very frequent we screwed our face
In anger and in frustration
At all the times you both turned your back
And there died our anticipation.

Well, here we are, still watching on
Waiting on you two
Hoping that you open the line
And ONE of you gets through.

I  hear you're not on speaking terms
Your heart and brain my dear
No pointing at the brain
Or the heart that lives in fear.

So come my love, I cherish you
Leave us in pain no longer
Talk to yourself and listen now
Our love will then grow stronger.

Don't hold me.

Don't hold me.

If you don't hold me I won't die If you don't kiss me I won't cry If you never make me sigh I'll get by I'll get by...

If we never speak again I'll carry on If you don't lie beside me My whole life long I'll be strong I'll sing my song I'll sing my song

If the days don't bring us close So be it If you don't see my light I'll keep it lit If we're not pulled together Bit by bit I'll take the hit I'll take the hit

But if you look into my eyes And see your soul If you notice that together We are whole Ascension will be ours That's the goal I'll be your soul You'll be my soul

I thought...

I thought the sea was blue, I thought its depths were endless I thought there was nothing to compare, To the billion stars reflected and shimmering On its surface in the moonlight. I figured there were mysteries there, Things I'd never see. I thought it held secrets I would never know, I wondered if I could ever feel what it would be like to swim forever in it. I wondered how very lost I could be I wondered if I could feel the soul, the heart of it. I wondered if totally being one with it Would drown me, or save me. I've thought about the truths That might be found by plunging those depths. But then I started to fear my own mortality I started to question myself I wondered if I would die trying... I started to think it wasn't worth it I started to think it would be safer To stay on the shore.. To look on from afar and dream. To dream, rather than do, To imagine, rather than try... To stay safe and dry I may never experience the waves. I may never dive and explore bravely But I can watch and pretend that I did... I thought the sea was blue, I thought its depths were endless... Then.... I looked into your eyes and I understood.

I can, want, will... A promise

I can feel the way your skin feels when you are not here
I can feel the way it feels to be near you when you are not here
I can recall the way your aura reaches out to mine immediately
I can almost.... almost.... touch you
I can remember most everything about the time we have
Short and sweet and beautiful
Like finding the other half of me.
I can tell you that you smell good, taste good,
And I can act as if I'm OK with the fact that you are not mine.
I can do that, I hate to do it.. I want to say ''Be mine, not hers'',
But instead I do what I can.. and that is carry on...
Be cheerful to your face so you never see the way that you have touched my soul
I can be there for you, when you need a friend.
Hell, I will be the best damn friend you ever had..
And if that is all it will ever be then so be it..

I want to feel you touch me again
I want to touch you, I want to reach out and hold your hand
I want to hold it spiritually and physically
I want to see your face on my pillows
I want to see your clothes litter my floor
I want to see you saunter confidently naked
I want you to know that you belong...
......and I belong, anywhere together
To feel that you can call on me any time and know that I'll be there
I want you to see that this is something real

I will get through the long and lonely days
I will send you love as hard as ever I can
I will love you unconditionally as friend
I will love you unconditionally however you want
I will be whatever you want of me in your life
I will fit into whatever space you have for me...
I will be the best at what you want of me.
I will endure you not being beside me
I will endure the fact that it may never happen
I will hold my heart open to you while ever my heart beats
I will see every new day as a promise to you
To live and breath positive thoughts and energy
that you may feel it and benefit from it
I will be happy for the time we've had
And for any time we may have in the future
I will only expect what you can, want, will.. freely give
And no more of you...